the nights

The people who try chat you up

On a night out

Don’t give a fuck about you.

Just like the backstreet boys

They don’t care who you are,

Where you’re from, what you do

As long as you love them.

And by love I mean:

Ride.

They’re durty monkeys

Just hoping to hop up on your

Big red arse and 

Scream and sweat til there’s no energy left.

And that sounds like fun for short time

And that’s all it will be

Five minutes if you’re lucky.

They just want to fuck you.

They want to get 

in and out

Of you 

as quickly as possible

And then get you out.  

And the minute they’re done 

Or right after round two

They’ll want to forget aall about you.

They don’t want to see you 

As a whole person or maybe at all

You’re just a hole for them

To pump and dump into

Forget your orgasm they don’t care 

Most wont even go down on you.

So excuse me if I tell you to get the boat pal 

I’d rather go home alone and fuck meself. 

I’ve got a friend waiting for me whose better buzz than you anyway. 

Slut

He slapped me across

The face once,

And then again, straight away.

Pulled me up by the scruff

Of me collar.

Squared up and got

Straight up in my face

Forehead to forehead.

‘You’re a dirty little slut’

He spat through his teeth

at me.

And then he kissed me

And I liked it.

And I wrote it down

Unashamed.

Self-respect.

My self respect

Is not around my ankles,

I’ve kicked it off.

With me knickers.

How fucking dare you equate

The number of people I’ve rode

With the level dignity I demand?

And what is the acceptable number

I should confine myself to

To make you happy?

How is it right that I could fuck one person twenty times

But to fuck twenty people all at once would be a disgrace?

Inside story

I feel almost transparent

In the afterglow of us banging.

You’ve seen me naked,

No makeup, no clothes

No nothing.

Kissed the gap

Between my legs

With dedication.

Everyone is walking around

All ordinary

And my skin is

Screaming our secret at them.

I internally jitter

Do they know what we do

When they’re not around.

I am spilling hot tea everywhere.